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  • Why do they not ring me up?

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    An aunt asked me about the behavior of my sisters who never bother to call her up.

    Reaching out

    That set me thinking of the many relatives whom I do remember but never bother to contact.

    My cousins whom I used to visit when I used to stay in hostel.

    My aunt used to tell me to keep contact with them after she passed away.

    She passed away a day after Christmas, 8 years ago.

    I haven’t called for over a year.

    Then the uncle of mine who had a mild heart attack. I have his phone

    number. But never bothered to call.

    My late father’s sisters…I never bothered to call.

    Nurturing.

    She agreed that there are many relatives with whom we should have

    Nurtured relations, but did not

    Busy?

    Is anyone so busy that they cannot call up for a few moments?

    Changing patterns

    Maybe, it also has to do with the texture of life, the changing

    modes and priorities.

    Views Tripoli Port3.jpg capacinoYour browser may not support display of this image. 

    Maybe..something like this crushed paper cup of Capaccino
    which I saw on my walk to Tripoli port today morning...

  • City living

    Sitting in the Turkish restaurant, munching kebabs,
    salad and Lentil soup (which tastes very much like
    Indian Dal) I thought about yesterday's talk with a
    diplomat at the embassy,who has seen many cities
    all over the world.

    He talked about the developed and civilized world, the
    set patterns and planning of the cities and how these
    are modelled on the western cities, the differences between
    different areas in a city, the suburbs and town side of Mumbai
    for example, the struggles to commute in a metro like
    Delhi where 2 to 3 hours a day are just spent on travel.

    In that way, Tripoli is much easier to live in.

    Is it a struggle to live in our big modern hyped-up cities?

  • Finding One’s Moon

    Some musings on 40th anniversary of the moon landing.

    MY WATER WORKS UNCLE

    When I was a small child, an uncle of mine used to tell me that he was going to go for a space walk. That was in the early seventies and I did not quite believe him. He used to work in the water works of Agra, and was a very practical man.

    But how can you go for a space ride? I asked him.

    He told me that just like people go for aeroplane rides, one day they will go for space rides. When that day comes, I will be a space tourist.

    He did not live to see that day. But whenever I see news of space tourists, I remember this teacher-visionary uncle of mine. Then I wonder, even though what he said was right, could he, an ordinary man pay for that costly ride?

    As I grew a bit older, (and more argumentative) I used to ask him what good it was to go to the moon when there was no safe drinking water for many. Maybe your water-works job has it’s own significance, which you do not realize, day dreaming about going to the moon. He would reply by a silent smile.

    I would try to provoke him further by asking how India is claiming to be a ‘big-power’ while millions go without safe water and proper food. The water-works uncle would reply with a silent smile.

    In these small conversations, we covered some thorny issues of the relation and relevance of these costly missions to the common man. The balance between science and adventure and all the politics and money involved.

    BE MY COLLINS

    Michael Collins had been allotted the role of command module pilot in the Apollo series.
    When one talks about space, millions will know the name of Yuri Gagarin or Neil Armstrong. Few would know the second man on the moon-Buzz Aldrin, and even fewer would know the third man involved in the mission-Michael Collins.

    The support of Collins in the command module was crucial to the mission and cannot be overstated.

    The ‘water-works uncle’ was like Collins in many ways. A guide, mentor, and someone who would tease one’s imagination to broaden one’s horizon, he supported many of our family in different ways. Though not physically with us, he still guides us spiritually.

    WHICH IS FARTHER?

    In his book “Carrying the Fire” Michael Collins reflects
    To compare the sensation with something terrestrial, perhaps being alone in a skiff in the middle of the Pacific ocean on a pitch black night would most nearly approximate my situation. In a skiff, one would see bright stars above and black sea below. In each case, time and distance are extremely important factors. In terms of distance, I am much more remote, but in terms of time, lunar orbit is much closer to civilized conversation than is the mid-Pacific. Although I may be a quarter of a million miles away, I am cut off from human voices for only forty-eight minutes out of each two hours, while the man in the skiff-grazing the very surface of the planet-is not so privileged, or burdened. Of the two quantities, time and distance, time tends to be a much more personal one, so that I feel simultaneously closer to, and farther way from Houston than I would if I were on some remote spot on earth which would deny me conversation with other humans for months on end.

    FIND ONE’S MOON

    As I was discussing some nuances and reflections, one of my old friends who always helps keep me less dreamy, asked- Where is your mind wandering?

    The moon expedition was a great scientific and logistical exercise. This was another thing which my humble ‘water-works’ uncle was very good at. Planning, keeping inventories and notes. The farthest he went out physically was to the Himalayas. But the base he set for me and many of our family, the vision of even being able to go to outer space (which I did not believe then) and the note books and accounts he would keep taught us some steps of imagination, planning and logistics which are essential to any journey.

    So I told my friend-No I am not dreaming of going to the moon.

    But wherever I have reached, is because of one dreamy uncle of mine, who told-Everyone has to find his own moon.

  • Bliss walk

    Though a private letter in response to my blogs,
    I thought this one has a message worth sharing.

    So, without naming anyone,...

    I got this lovely letter.

    Watching the transformation

    I had been going to the forest for a month[5th june to 5th..july] to see the transformation....to see how..when and in what sequence the wild flowers come up...
    and then the flowers, their names are described in vivid detail.

    The joy of seeing the transformation coming alive.

    The designs of Nature

    Now the forest floor which was covered by dead fallen leaves ..orange,brown,black,red,maroon..is covered by wild flowers..and criss_crossing the floor like information highways are green rubber tubes like climbers......and as soon as they reach a tree,they start twinning around....but after the rains ,they start sprouting leaves

    Some lessons of the forest

    soon all kinds of herbs come up,the trees start sprouting new leaves..all kinds of insects come up.too. mosquitoes,bugs,beetles,dragon flies,,,[and you get bitten uptoo....side effect of forest walk]..then come the frogs and reptiles and within 2 weeks the forest has come alive...IT IS AN AMAZING EXPERIENCE...

    A prayer and Invocation

    I am grateful to God for giving me so much joy in my old age...but I am waiting for the day when I NEED NOT GO OUT for I will get joy from INSIDE...it is called BLISS...that too shall happen.I know...only patience is required...and it is going to be a long wait.

    ***

    I read these beautiful words, and felt bliss

    Hopefully,one day, I will walk the Nature trail, like this ..

  • Shadows in a forest

    Shadows in a Forest 1 
    On a quiet Friday morning, I went to a small forest area near my house.

    The play of shadows amongst the trees, with some surprises (a dead dog amongst the Fallen leaves) added to the pleasures of the Read.

    Shadows in a forest 2.1

    Man on moon

    40 years ago, the giant leap took place. Was it an adventure or a huge scientific logistic exercise of Superpower egos?

    Thought about the Science, Politics, Money and Romance of Space travel while walking and listening to the crushing of dried leaves, strange hooting sounds of birds which I could not see and the more familiar chirping of the sparrows.

    Wood Art

    Wood art
    The carvings on the tree bark made me think of the layers of natural history. Remembered the last time I had come here and told my son about the spirits which travel through centuries, the paltriness of our “physical-sense” realities and the need to connect to the energies through the centuries to find like minded people. I do not know how much of this he understood, but maybe-one day he will, in his own ways remember the Arts and Words of the
    Forest.

    Genealogy

    Shadows in a Forest 2

    Another interesting thing we did in the past week was study the Genealogy of some central European families. Ivan was the first of our lot, and then we went on to trace eight generations.

    The first of us was not from Belgrade Serbia, where the family now stays, but at the border of Montenegro and Albania. Remembered what another Serb had told about the heart of the Yugoslav nation in Kosovo. Many geographical boundaries have changes in the past two decades. But when they start tracing back, it is all one.

    Did Serbonitza do any good to any Common Man?

    Both the arguing sides kept quiet.

    A few more steps

    Shadows in a Forest 4
    The shadows were changing shape, as I went through the pages of the diary again, the life of the mind taking many different forms. The same words having different meanings when read in my room or in my back terrace (with my turtle friends) or in the
    Forest with the hooting birds which I could not see.

    Time to move on….time to say goodbye…to the shadows in the forest.

     

  • Every place has it's Bastille, and every Bastille it's despot

    We were discussing …the Meaning of Bastille

    The natural moderation of Louis XVI, contributed nothing to alter the hereditary despotism of the monarchy. Thomas Paine explains beautifully the nature of Tyranny in The Rights of Man, Part 2 of 16, Being an answer to Mr.Burke’s attack on the French Revolution.
    ….
    14th July-Bastille day…TRG goes through some notes….

    "But there are many points of view in which this Revolution may be considered. When despotism has established itself for ages in a country, as in France, it is not in the person of the king alone that it resides. It has the appearance of being so in show, and in nominal authority; but is is not so in practice and in fact. It has its standard everywhere. Every office and department has its despotism, founded upon custom and usage. Every place has it Bastille, and every Bastille its despot. The original hereditary despotism resident in the person of the king, divides and sub-divides itself into a thousand shapes and forms, till at last the despotism, proceeding on through an endless labyrinth of office till the source of it is scarcely perceptible, there is no mode of redress. It strengthens itself by assuming the appearance of duty, and tyrannies under the pretence of obeying."....The Rights of Man-Thomas Paine

    While the French revolution shaped our destiny in many ways, we still have our Bastilles today.

    There are myths propagated, people around the main power that benefit and hence propagate the tyrannies.

  • Wild flower walk.

    A poet said, Centuries follow one another,

    Perfecting a wild flower.

    So, on a nice Tripoli morning, with a book in hand,

    I went photographing some wild flowers

    Morning walk (1)

    Banana Milk shake

    There is a café –juice shop at the corner of Shara Nasr

    Just as we turn towards the big mosque towards Maidaan Jazier

    He serves honey-butter sandwiches (too heavy for me) and coffee

    (too strong for me) and Milk shake (my companions in the morning reads)

    Morning walk (2)

    A church sermon

    After an hour’s read at the park, (quiet on a Friday morning), I walked to the Dahra

    San Francisco church. The Philipino mass was going on. Sat in the church, reading the book, as

    The sermon was a particularly tasteless one..the priest was trying too hard, and

    failing miserably.

    Morning walk (3)

     

    The world-teacher who wrote the book asked a much more interesting question

    What was it like …to be young and intelligent in the London or Berlin of 1939?

    Morning walk (4)

    Zawia Dahmaani

    As I shifted away from the blue green sea views of the port, the medieval Medina reflecting in

    the clear waters and turned back towards my house, the city was gradually coming to life.

    Smokers were now…gathering in the cafes.

    Morning walk

    Golden domes are being prepared for the mosque down the street where I live.

    Caught them shining, against the blue skies, amidst the construction pillars.

    A nice end to a wild flower walk, on a quiet Tripoli morning.

     

  • Food Art

    Food Art

    Of food art, after a day’s work, who will cook

     

    So I sometimes stand in the corner bakery and watch

     

    my friend make these delicious eats..

     

    We both are friends, sharing many common things

     

    A love for food

     

    Watching the world go by…from the bakery

     

    He from Egypt, remembering the Cairo Café’s

     

     

     

     

     

     

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